Where do I start?

Hi guys,

I am creating this Blog for so many reasons. One is just to get my feelings out of my head. Another is to share my story with others, you might judge me. But, sometimes you just want to get it all out. Hopefully I continue doing this, and don’t give up, like I seem to do a lot. I guess only time will tell. Well lets get started.

A little about me. I am 25 years old. I have a 3 year old little boy, who likes to think he is 13. And  I have another one on the way, a little girl. I am 30 weeks pregnant and I am done being pregnant. I am currently a single mom, which is far from easy. I am defiantly not where I thought I would be at this point in my life. But I guess are any of us? One thing about me also is I cant spell. And probably don’t use the best grammar. So if you continue reading my story don’t be surprised .

As far as family goes, I am not close with pretty much everyone in my blood line. I haven’t talked to my mother since the day I turned 18. And my father is probably laying drunk on the side of the rode somewhere. I have 2 sisters and 1 brother on my mothers side, and 2 sisters on my fathers side. I really only keep in contact with my older sister, we have come a long way. I bet you are wondering what in the hell happened. That’s for a later time.

A lot of what you’re going to read will be about my past. Which will give some explanation of the choices I have made that has effected my present. And hopefully will learn from,to create a better future. You will learn I will probably be a little all over the place as well. It doesn’t help I’m pregnant, my emotions are all over the place anyways.

Well, I guess that’s what you should know before I start to tell you my story. I hope some people will be able to relate. Or even realize that they can over come a lot, even if they feel like they cant right now. Also, if you feel like this could help anyone else, please share my story with them. Hope you enjoy, good bye for now.